Christmas Day

You never feel as loved as you do on Christmas. Today I woke up at joshua's mom's house. The hustle and bustle of all the children in the house woke me up. I haven't felt that excitment since I was way little. I love going over to Josh's house. I wonder if josh feels the love I feel every time I go. My house lost that feeling so every time I go I try to charish it as much as I can.

Melody did a lot to make me feel comfortable and have a good Christmas. She didn't make me feel left out. She made me feel very special. 

Christmas was kinda of a downer when I got home. My mom's been really sick. All she's been doing is getting worse... The doctors told my grandma we might loose her.. . If this was the last Christmas with her.. That would break my heart. 

Never take anyone for granted. You never know how much longer they'll be there.

<3